GriefShare is an organization that supports people who have suffered the loss of a loved one. If you need encouragement and support, go to GriefShare.org and search for meetings in your area. I also suggest that you sign up for daily GriefShare emails that bring encouragement to you each day. These classes are Bible based and can be very helpful to guide you through your grief journey. You will find loving, caring people to guide you. It is helpful to meet with people who understand what you are experiencing. The first step is the hardest but you will be glad that you reached out to GriefShare!